Today was day 100.
I did not do my double, in fact, I did not go to yoga at all. I wrote a post explaining why (some of you have read it already) and I received a "talking to" from my voice of reason. The voice of reason tells me to never apologize for who I am. She reminds me that I am worth having all of my dreams come true. She is the voice that reminds me that I am the prize, and that I am worth it, more than worth it. She reminds me who I am when I forget, when I allow sadness to settle deep into my bones.
She pulls me back into the light....my light, the one that burns brightly from my core.
I am going to yoga tonight, because I want to. I look forward to tossing my mat down on that floor and returning to me.
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